{"id":19461,"date":"2023-08-29T08:46:51","date_gmt":"2023-08-28T21:46:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.educationperfect.com\/?post_type=article&p=19461"},"modified":"2023-08-29T08:46:51","modified_gmt":"2023-08-28T21:46:51","slug":"fail-forward-how-to-use-games-to-teach-students-about-failure","status":"publish","type":"article","link":"https:\/\/www.educationperfect.com\/article\/fail-forward-how-to-use-games-to-teach-students-about-failure\/","title":{"rendered":"Fail-Forward: How to use games to teach students about failure."},"content":{"rendered":"
When I was eighteen I was working at the supermarket in my hometown and my Year 12 English teacher approached me at the lotto desk, and while she bought her ticket, she said to me \u201cI thought you\u2019d be somewhere better by now\u201d. It was a loaded question, and a surprising one. She\u2019d always liked me when I was in her class, but I was pretty sure she knew that in Year 12 I failed English, and that I\u2019d run off to a different school for Year 13 because I couldn\u2019t face the disappointment in me that I was sure my teachers would have. I was embarrassed, and I laughed it off while she was standing there, but it stuck in me like a thorn. I felt like she was judging me, telling me I hadn\u2019t lived up to my potential, and more than just failing Year 12 of high school (and then Year 13, the year after).<\/p>\n
But over time I\u2019ve thought about it, and I\u2019ve recently realised that she didn\u2019t remember that I\u2019d looked at the end of year exam paper, panicked, and left never having done the work. She remembered what I was like as a student, the conversations we\u2019d had, and the fact I\u2019d been engaged. She remembered giving me extra books to read because she thought I\u2019d find them interesting.<\/p>\n
These days, I look back on walking out on my exams in Year 12 and I think about the 16 year old I was, the absolute terrible state my mental health was in, and honestly I\u2019m surprised I only missed out on passing the year by one test! It\u2019s not a huge surprise that I wasn\u2019t engaged in my schoolwork while I struggled to reconcile the Queer identity I knew I was growing into with the incredibly complicated relationship I had to faith and the church. Especially when I consider I was deliberately avoiding getting support.<\/p>\n
But I was so scared of failing that when I missed out on Level 2 of NCEA by a single credit, I told my Mum that \u201cEverything would be better if I wasn\u2019t at that school!\u201d and insisted on transferring, even if it was to the Catholic school (the only other school in town), where I had no friends. That was better than ever seeing my teachers again after failing.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n